MiddLe Of Da WeeK

Sigghhh... its da middle of da week oredi... im not eating dat much lunch today... had mee siam for breakfast... n da pakcik gave so much mee siam... i still feel full up till now... so i juz ate junks for lunch.. titbits this and that...

Me reached MIL house at 7.40pm yesterday... Qisha was playing all by herself... MIL & FIL praying in da room... kesian dier... this whole week i won't have time to play with her like i normally do... coz i have 1 hour plus less spent with her... i cudn't even enjoy my chinese dramas coz i can't catch them most of the time... hmmm.... i noe she misses home... coz when i was playing with her yesterday she kept saying she wanna go home...

Hmmm... how i wish i can bring her home... only God noes how much i wanna be home... but if im home it'll be too far away from her skool... and it'll be very leceh for me in da morning and evening to send and fetch her to and from skool...

Well... juz have to be patient lah... and be strong... juz one more week to go... then life will be normal again... I'm sorry my darling for the change... i noe u find it hard to adapt... juz be a good girl for Mummy these two weeks k ... :o)

She was cranky for a while yesterday... but she got better soon after... Today when i sent her to skool in da morning she was crying too... and she had a bit of a cough... hopefully it doesn't gets worse.. have to give her da meds again otherwise if she gets worse then i die... coz without Babey around... who else can help me... errrr.... myself i gez.. with one of my colleague having to take leave these few days due to her FIL stroke... i myself can't afford to take leave...

*sigh* ... entahlah Jun... juz be patient and see how everyday goes by... Insyallah... with God's will... everything will be fine... muz have da faith...

Tomorrow's my wedding anniversary... and my other half's not around to be with me... but i don't mind... coz we can celebrate it later next weekend when he's back... :o)

*sigh* ... its juz life... alwayz has the ups & da downs ... u can't juz experience the ups all the time... once in a while... u'll have to experience the downs too... in fact... there's a lot more ppl in this world who alwayz feel the downs and seldom feel the ups... So never feel sorry for urself...

Juz stay contented... and juz live life thru...