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Today is another typical day for me... not dat busy dat at werk... normal shipments... can't wait to be on leave on Friday... then i can relax n free my mind of werk...

Friday also marks da day dat Babey leaves for Thailand... i'm so worried for him... this is his first time going on a long overseas trip with da army... i noe he's big enuff and dat he can take care of himself... oh well... its juz 2 weeks.. insyallah da days will pass by very fast...

I'm gonna miss him though... dat's all i noe... tu lah... too dependant sangat on him... this time round i'm gonna be an independent woman... strong and independant woman... ;o)

Today also he's on guard duty... so he won't be back till tomorrow... dat's why i'm all alone now... Qisha's asleep oredi... me fetched her from skool juz now... took da cab home.. Mummy bought da foods for us.... Bro also came by... he was using da computer juz now dat's why i'm only able to blog now and not earlier...

Good to see dat he's coping well without any gf... :o) ... so far i gez dis is da longest time dat he has stayed single... if not within a few weeks or a month he has already found himself a new gf... and then dat gf will break his heart again... so now its sooo much better... now he juz hangs around with us ... his family...

Aiyahh... i wanna say my bro... actually i'm da same too... hehehe i can still remember last time i also can't last without a guy by my side... heheh... da longest dat i was single last time was i think like half a yr only... hehhe...

But i can still remember dat half a yr was da best of my life... with no heck care in da world.. juz hang out with frends... go out with so many different guys but not going steady with anyone... those were da days... da half a yr ended when i met my hubby lah... and the relationship has lasted alhamdullillah up till now... and we're still going strong... ;o)

*sigh* ... i gez dat's wat life is all about... about strength... and courage... and will power... and patience...

Without them... u'll succumb to da ground and can never bring urself up again...

Oh well... wat da heck... heheh... why am i feeling melancholy all of a sudden... hmmm....

i donno wat else to write actually...da mind just goes blank... so i end off for tonite...

Nitez!!

P.S. Suddenly i'm thinking... which life is better... being single or... being attached... peepz ... u tell me...