PriDe & PreJudiCe

Pride : Arrogant or disdainful conduct or treatment; haughtiness

Prejudice : An adverse judgment or opinion formed beforehand or without knowledge or examination of the facts

Dat's the meanings of the two words above... very hurtful words... these two words will alwayz evolve around you in this world dat we are living in now...

Why is it must there be prejudice in this world... why is it when someone's already prejudiced against another someone... dat feeling of prejudice will alwiz remain in the heart and in da mind all da time...

Even though A has never done anything wrong in da first place... its juz situations dat mebbe alwiz pointed out dat A is wrong... but B will alwiz be prejudiced against A... even though A is never wrong... which now comes to pride... mebbe B's juz too proud to accept facts...

Everybody hates to be wronged... everybody hates to be prejudiced... especially from the ones u loved... thought everything's well already.... but she's still prejudiced... *sigh* ...

Wat can a person do... juz buat bodoh ke... or be prejudiced back against her... well... dat's never me... i juz can't think bad thoughts about other ppl... no matter how bad or how wrong they make me... i still will forgive and forget no matter wat...

But no one being is da same as another... everybody's different... can't blame her though... but its been years oredi... and she's still prejudiced... wonder when will exactly dat feeling'll go away...

Hmmm... won't bother them no more... won't ask help from them no more... won't disturb them no more... nope im not sulking... its just better dat way... live our own lives juz like how it used to be before... will show them dat i can actually stand on my own without them... We will make it together.. juz u and me... alwiz... as long as we stand by each other all da time.. nothing'll go wrong.. don't ever care about other ppl... coz like as if other ppl care about you... just care about each other... and dat's enuff...

Juz leave everything to God to decide... He will show light & guidance to everyone... no matter how bad hearted someone is... Hopefully everything'll be fine... Insyallah... hopefully He will gimme da strength... hopefully He will give us the strength... Insyallah...

For now.. i'll juz forgive.. and forget... no matter how she thinks of me... i won't take it to heart... coz i noe im not wat she thinks i am... she juz needs someone to vent her anger on dat's all... i don't mind... and i never will... no matter how hurt i may feel... i never will mind...

Sorry for the melancholy mood dat im in today.. :o) .... muz be da pregnancy hormones acting up... anyway... have a nice weekend all... and God bless you...