Alo u guys.... i noe i've been disappearing again... hehheheh... da reason is simple... juz plain lazy.. :o)
Everybody's fine... Qisha's fine oredi... my Babey's fine too... im doing fine too so far.. alhamdullilah... and so is da lil one inside me...:o)
I saw it for the first time last Friday as well as today... due to me still experiencing da brown spots... i have to be scanned early... so i manage to see the lil one early... it was only 3.5mm when i was scanned last Friday... today... i donno how long is it... but there's a heartbeat oredi... da lil one's breathing on its own... alhamdulilah...
Morning sickness is not an issue to me for this pregnancy as i didn't experience it as much as when i was with Qisha da other time... for me this pregnancy is the most worrying and really wears me out... really... coz everytime i have brown spots on my panty liner or on the toilet paper it really scares me... i will wonder... am i having a miscarriage... is da baby fine.... and all the stupid thoughts will occupy my mind... these feelings are really tiring me down...
But wat can i do... i have to go thru it... now i learnt something from my doc though... dat brown spots IS common in pregnancy... i do not need to worry unless i have severe cramps with da brown spots... or if the brown spots gets more and more... a lot enuff to fill the panty liner... or red enuff like blood... or if there's blood clot of some sort... if its juz little little brown spots with no other symptoms... like wat im experiencing now... then i no need to worry... coz he sed the lil one's growing juz fine...
Hopefully it'll stay dat way... insyallah... and i really thank God too for giving me the strength to go thru all this... a lot of ppl say im strong... hmmm... mebbe i am... but no matter how strong a person is... she/he will be bound to fall too one day... hopefully dat day'll never come for me... Insyallah....
My next appointment will only be end of next month... so i have to wait long2 till i can see my lil one again... :o) ... Insyallah with da help of God... nothing'll go wrong... its gonna be fasting month oredi next mth... hmmm... how time flies... i donno whether i can fast or not... i'll try though... coz now im forever feeling hungry... rabak seh... hehehe... i dont wanna gain weight too fast.... takpe Jun... control... :o)
Oklah u guys... i sign off for now yeah... so sori for not updating regularly like before... the body's juz too tired and plain lazy to do anything now... even to go to werk... hehehe... i'll try to update soon yeah.. and to da gurls who tagged me with the seven things thingy.... i'll do it soon yeah... once im free and hardworking again... heheh... coz like i say... im too plain lazy now to think of all the answers... ehhehe... but not to worry... i'll do it one day for u gurls yeah... so sorri... :o)
Gotta go now... take care allz...!!
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