Today was quite a tiring day for me... i didn't manage to go to werk today... had to take da urgent leave as Qish's fever still doesn't wanna go... so i've to take care of her at home... cooked for her soup and rice only... her body's too heaty... when she sneezes just now also got a trace of blood together with her mucus.... kinda make me panicked for a while... but i noe nose bleeding means the body's too heaty... kesian dier... my heart really ached to see her sick... but she's one damn stubborn gurl too... its very hard for us to give her meds juz now... when it was me & her alone... she did manage to take the meds even though i think 10 ml of the fever meds was wasted coz she vomited all back.... at nite was even worse... everytime we shoved the meds to her mouth she made it come out back... Babey even has to hold her hands down... but still no use... my patience really run out juz now... with me being tired da whole day and she buat perangai like dat... i shouted at her and even beat a bit... but still no use... i don't wanna do all dat... i noe she's sick mebbe dat's y she's like dat... but .... urrghhhh... sometimes you juz tend to run out of patience u know.... we even diluted the fever meds with water.... but she knew da difference in taste and doesnt wanna drink da water... until both Babey and me finally give up... wateva meds dat's manage to get to her body... hopefully it'll do... ishhh... really geram noe... how to get better if she doesn't wanna take her meds rite... i also donno... Babey sed if her fever doesn't goes off by Thursday we'll go KK again.... after scolding her... i really felt really bad... managed to shed a few tears to make myself better... aiyahh... kids... wateva they do to u... u'll still tend to lurve them like hell.... anyway... before she sleeps... i hugged her and kissed her and said sorry to her for scolding her... dat she muz be a good girl so dat mummy & daddy won't scold her... hopefully her stubbornness will outgrow as she grows older... and i really hope tomorrow she'll get better... tomorrow my mummy's turn to take care of her... hopefully she can manage to give Qish her meds... otherwise no use also lah... entahlah... i leave everything to God... may U grant me the patience & the courage dat i need so much to go thru this.... thanks God....
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