Yes oR No?? Hmmm....

Well...well... yes or no... that's alwiz da question... actually there is this topic thingy which me & Babey have discussed together b4, donno why i brought it up in the 1st place... but i find the whole idea very interesting.... & furthermore... i lurve 'them' ... the topic i mean.... so much too... so mebbe that's why i brought it up coz they're so cute... mebbe i juz wanna try my luck before... but as i've expected... Babey turned me down... he sed NO... i do feel disappointed but oh well... its not the first time i get disappointed anyway... immuned oredi... heheh... so i juz shove the idea one side to the corner of my brain and heart...then comes today... i've alwiz given in to him... practically i can't say NO to anything... so i decided to bring the topic up again. After discussing for like 15 mins, he sez he'll think abt it and went to take his bath. After bathing, this is the conversation that took place---
Babey: Mummy, oklah... we start next week k
ME: HUH?!? Wat?
Babey: The thing we discussed just now lah...
ME: Are you sure?
Babey: Yeah ah, since you've given in so much to me, its hard to find a wife so understanding... so i've decided oklah... we start next wk...
ME: Oh ok Babey...
*touching ah nie part eh* ...heheh...
Anyway after dat he's meeting up with his frendz at da coffeeshop so i'm all alone and left thinking..its so unbelievable.. he sed YES...hmm...so unreal to me...Then comes my own feeling of being scared...he already agreed... so another big step in life... i think to myself again... am i REALLY ready now?? ... Should we.... or shouldn't we.... now I'M da hesitant one...Hmmm.... Hmmm... Aiyah... Mebbe i should juz sleep first...& tomorrow will be tomorrow... NITE2!